I know you've seen my fridge calender before...but have you ever seen it so clean
Everyone talks about, "A New Year; A New Start"...but this is no blank slate
We don't have a relaxing, non eventful January ahead...no we just finally ran out of marker juice!
You would think a calender overflowing with notes, bills and "to-do"s would be stressful...
And a blank calender would be calming...but I have found it's has the opposite effect!
I freak out every time I see it all empty with none of my stuff written down...
like if it's not written down, I can't control it, I can't conquer it
I look at it and think, "What am I forgetting today?"
I miss my over flowing, messy, crazy slate